School reopen for this semester made everyone in school busy, including me. This semester was unlike last semester where I had the happy go lucky attitude where happiness was primary and studies were secondary. And sleeping was more important than anything else attitude.
This semester took a brand new "look". I must say I did try super hard hoping to achieve a certain GPA so that I do not have to drop out from the double degree course. Oh. By the way, I have not dropped out from the double degree course yet which I mentioned that I was going to in the previous few posts. The truth was I wasn't convinced that I couldn't do it and was also convinced by the professor and people around me to give it another try for one more semester which I apparently did.
But anyway, I seriously hope that the effort I had put in will pay off. I no longer set high expectations as compared to the times I was in polytechnic. I knew polytechnic goals were achievable and were within my reach but over here was a totally different thing. Results will be out this coming Thursday, so till then, I wouldn't like to comment anything more about studies.
Simply because it felt totally stressful and depressing...
I wonder where was the happy go lucky and optimistic person I was last time. It had disappeared once I entered university! I need that person back!
It's holidays now and I am attending special term to clear one of my elective. I was rather glad I took psychology because the contents were interesting. Even the research I had participated in were!
But perhaps its a little too early to say because I have yet to take my examination. Maybe I would curse and swear for taking it in the end when the exam paper turns out to be too tough for me. Who knows? ;)
This month is a crazy month with so many administrative stuff to do before the beginning of the next semesters which is 2 months away. Let's hope for the best for my results, for it determines the future path of mine....
Note to self: Just remember this.
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