here i m blogging again. well read hong boon's blog. he was kind of sad because of the distant relationship he has with his siblings. but i guessed that was kind of common among siblings. unless you are the only child. i got nothing to say. or all of you shared the same room.

i used to wonder... why can't i have my own room? why can't i place my things here and there? why is this damn room so small? and all those questions that is about sharing the room with a room mate... but sharing a room with a sibling can actually bring you closer to each other. for example, my sister and me. sometimes when we were both lying on the bed waiting to get into our lala land, we will talk about the old and young us. (tot we are not very and super old =x haha.) this can help to close the gap between us. and 1 of my younger brother actually sleeps alone. he is a total and complete stranger to me. i don't even really know his likes or dislikes. and i think nobody else in the house does too even my youngest brother, who is always seen playing games with him. not exactly a healthy relationship at home but what can we do? he is in secondary school and is still currently in the rebellious stage. however, i believe he will change 1 day and realise his mistakes. and when will that be??

there is 1 thing i really believe in and i think will never change. that is... NS. (national service) that is when boys become men. through NS, i believe he will turn to become more responsible, more willing to speak to people at home (not as thought we were strangers), is able to share what he is thinking in his mind. seriously, he is someone who keep things in his heart and can never express what he wants to say. guess i m the sort of person like L to the power of 4. when i have trouble, i just blab out everything i want to say and will feel better. even talking to my dog who will only sit there to listen to you helps. think my dog will be the one and only 'person' that knows the most secrets of my life and one will not never break its promise in telling it to other people. for 1 very simple fact. she can't communicate or talk to people. =) but sometimes i really hope she can talk and be my advisor... this will never happen...

played a really fun game today as a class. (ok not as a class. most of the people in the class) haha. what did we do?? we exchanged roles of each other with each other. we drawed lots with all our names written on pieces of paper and acted out the way the person, the name on the paper we had choosen, talk, the person's actions and everything. haha. we even made the teacher blur. coz she just can't remember who is who. haha. but i think this is a good game. we made every1 aware of their own actions, the way the perosn talk, the rudeness, and everything. sometimes having this kind of game once in a while is quite good. haha. can make some1 change their bad habits and points. see!! my class so bonded. we learn together and play together also. but so sad. next year some will not be in the same class already.... =(

ok and as for my future, if money allows or permits i wish to study my degree and after that masters before working. specialise in what course?? hmm. that will have to depends on my passion. but it would be better if i m allowed to go overseas to study. great experience... then most preferably travel with my friends around the world. one of my greatest wish is to travel and see the whole world. weee. that's all for now.. haha. =)