hey peeps i got my o levels results yesterday.
was not quite satisfied with combined humanities and physics at all
was satisfied and overjoyed with english and biology.
met my own target for english.
had a great improvement for english and biology.
for prelims (eng) got C6 and o levels got B3.
that was what i wanted.
for prelims (bio) got F9 and o levels got B4.
i really couldn't believe my eyes at all.
a huge jump for 5 grades. woohoo.
and i did passed all my three sciences afterall.
both 6 and bio 4.
i got 3 for both maths.
that was what i had expected.
combined humanities was a real disappointment.
though i did study for the right chapter, i got a 5. damn. fucker.
i was so pissed off with myself when i saw the grade for this.
i got no distinctions at all.
haizz. but i cant do anything now.
although i must say most of the subjects did met my expectations but the overall computation of L1R5 was a big big number.
21. this saddens me a lot.
L1B4 was 16.
luckily i got 2 bonus points where i could deduct off from this big big numbers.
so L1B4 makes it to 14.
still got quite a number of courses to choose from.
anyway most people must be wondering why i did not cry when i got such sucky results.
i did feel sad for a moment.
but i thought that crying can't change this big big numbers to a smaller one.
i thought that we should not compare with others who have been doing a lot better than me. especially people in my class.
more than 15 people got more than 5As.
i should just compare with myself.
what i meant was my normal school grades.
afterall, i was quite satisfied with what i get.
so why should i cry??
there is no reason for me to cry.
so long as i knew i did not work very hard for o levels but at least got the results for not so hard working.
haha.
failures bring you success. =)
i went to have a feast at pizza hut with some of my friends.
i still feel i deserved a feast.
what did my parents say about me??
of course they felt that i did not performed as well as what they had expected.
my dad was like. hey she got quite good grades already. at least she managed to pass all her sciences and got a 3 for english. think he must be joking.
my mum was like. see la. always play and slack during o levels. then now get this kind of results. and she was discussing with me what courses i should go.
both of them didn't scold me at all. thanks mum and dad. =)
my sister was ai yo why like that. play somemore la. watch tv during o levels la. i that time o levels also not like you. i always mugging for it.
suddenly i got lots of things to say.
o i m beginning to like mrs chua now.
but its too late.
realised it only i have graduated.
she is afterall not as bad as i have thought.
she send an email to everyone of us.
her letter was quite a surprise to me.
now we know why she is emotionless.
that solves my question of why she can be so 'cruel' sometimes.
anyway i think i must have disappoint her with my chem results.
just a pass.
everything's over and i think everyone of us should just continue our own paths.
no matter jc or poly.
i believe we will still continue to contact each other.
now, thinking of decision making for the 12 choices is really a hard and diffcult one.
i have not really decided on which course to put.
but i know i will have to do this quick and fast because time is running out.
the last day for application is on wed.
that's all for now. =)