had an unexpected day today. didn't intend to go out at 1st but in the end went out with my sis and her bf. this morning while i was having my breakfast cum lunch, her bf turned up in my house. imagine me just waking up and walking around the house with those 'home clothes' and not even combing my hair. damn. was embarrassing. but it's not the 1st time he sees me like that so. haha. suddenly he asked me if i want to go out. so i say anything and i m out. okay i took half an hour to 45 mins to prepare. think its the norm.

my mama had a bad tummy ache. she started going into the toilet many times yesterday until now. have not go to see any doctor yet. so she didn't went to chinatown or vivo.

bought a new toy for my dog while we were out. and i was the one who pay for it again. sis only bought 2 bucks out. wonder she goes out for what? my dog love that toy because its soft. haha. i bought 1 shirt at nike and the other at far east. both of them are going to be my new year clothes but i want to wear it now!!! grrr. 3 more weeks to go. i want to buy 2 more pants or jeans and some more shirts. but my mama is only giving me 150 bucks for all of these. how is it going to be enough?? she wants me to top up myself if it is over 150 bucks. i have realised that i have been spenting loads of money these few months. guess how much i spent last nov?? i was shocked to know about it too. around 700 bucks. (bought prom night clothes. actually i m only trying to comfort myself =x) damn. got to save money now. i really got no more money. i have also been spenting way pass my limit. will try to cut down if i can. o ya for this month's transportation i have spent 40 bucks. anyway that's the norm for adult fare.
SAVE, SAVE, SAVE!!

my overseas friend has a beautiful wife. was miss san diego. cool. ;) yeah i got my picture with lao da today. the last picture we took was during TP open house and the last last one was at Vivala 4. german lessons tomorrow. and the teacher will sure start with guten abend!! haha. auf wiedersehen.

12 days to the determination of my future.

i am terribly blinded by it. gosh. but i m not the only one. there were still others with me. we were quite sure but did not have the chance to confirm. ahh. regrets. well if you were wondering what i m saying, don't wonder anymore because you do not need to know. i m just typing out my frustrations. damn damn damn. stupid, idiotic, brainless me.