o hi everyone. i went for the bird park performance today. i thought i m going to play those pieces that i had played before when i was still in band. (that's what choon yi told me) and guess what?? i went there to play pieces that i don't even know how to play. i went there to sight read the piece. o gosh. i hope i will never do that ever again. i think my playing really sucks because i really can't play and furthermore i have not been playing the clarinet since 1 month or 2 before the o levels. its like so so so long ago. no wonder i m easily out of breathe today. i don't think the performance was a well done one. i feel that it sounds a bit soft and maybe messy too?? well, i m not one who has the standard to judge because i m just like everyone of them. but that's how i feel about today's performance. all the notes were running all over the place. so disappointed when i saw my clarinet. haizz. it has turned RUSTY!!!! hello, its a new one. just bought like 1 or 2 years ago and now rusty!!! grrrr... now i know why new instruments in our band will turn rusty eventually although its new. because when no one use that particular instrument, no one takes it out to polish and make sure that its not moist in it. perhaps next time i should put some silicon pack in it to absorb the moisture (D gave me that idea). why m i doing this. to protect the new instrument of course. luckily none of the keys were stuck. it still sound quite the same as last time. there were little audience there too. maybe because its drizzling.

okay anyway back to today. after the performance i didn't went back to school with the other band members so i can take my own sweet time anywhere. the admission inside is free. haha. i thought i would go to my granny house straight after the performance but i didn't because D never go for her sws practice. haha. bad girl. she starting suaning me from the band room all the way to bird park and say that the bird park own by her. haha. all the crap. we went to watch the bird show immediately after the performance and she started saying that she train all those birds and bla bla bla. faintzzz. she's getting more and more lame. haha. after the show we went to change our clothes. it would look weird wearing band tee if we are going other places. after that went to a stupid fastfood by the name of bla bla bla burger (don't know the name). why i say it's a stupid fast food is because they sell food which are very expensive. saw mrs doris chia and ms zubaida there and they asked D and me to sit next to them. we talked about the 'expensiveness' of the food sold there and the cup so small yet they still charged at a very high price. haha. after that they went off and D and me were left there chatting. chat about everything under the sun. the rain was so heavy that we had to stand at the bus bay to wait for the rain to get smaller. there were like lots of people waiting for a cab to get them to somewhere else. transportation there is so inconvenient. D say she is the head of managment so should complain to her how. go and cater some buses which will bring us to boon lay mrt station. anyway lucky both of us have umbrella so we didn't get really wet. only our shoes and socks were wet. her clarinet case was wow. really wet. haha. after that we took the mrt and we got off at our destination. i think it would be very long before we will see each other again. haha. so cya soon.

tomorrow my rabbit will be gone. giving away to other people because my brother don't really bother about it. that's my brother's rabbit and he is not taking care of it. saw someone's blog and found out that her dog had recently passed away. i almost wanted to cry too. okay maybe you may think i m mad but if you do have a dog as your pet i think you will have the feeling of crying too. wa. what if it really happens to my dog 10 years later. i think i m really going to cry my heart out and if i m away for studies i don't know what i will do.

that's all for today. will blog again tomorrow if i have the time. i have not even pack my things for tomorrow. by the way i m going korea tomorrow so cya.

feeling: tired after the performance.