damn.. i m so pissed off by my dad.. he is like an idiot who doesn't know how to open the door.. although i know that he is holding lots of things on his hands, including my brother and mother outside the door, he shouldn't have just came into the house an throw the things he is carrying on the floor.. and started yelling.. idiot!!! what the hell la.. it's like i must open the door for him.. anyway he knows how to be angry i also know how to be angry.. so angry that i slammed my room door..i was just listening to music and i happened to on it so loudly that i couldn't even hear the door bell.. no wonder my sister don't like to talk to him.. he is a damn unreasonable person.. how i wish i could just get out of the house and don't see him for a few months.. (i would definately do that when i have enough money to buy an apartment) just got to stand him for now.. i believe that the day would soon come.. maybe in a few years' time?? who knows.. 2nd reason of being so angry with him was that he didn't book the tours.. we are actually intending to go to italy and yesterday he changes his mind and wants us to go to america instead.. so i said fine.. and when my parents wanted to book today, he changed his mind again and now wanted to go to korea.. furthermore, if we don't get to book it today, it will have to be 2 weeks later.. my mother will be going for a business trip tomorrow and will come back the following week (oh thank god, no more naggings).. and as you can see, my family can only go overseas in the last 2 weeks of december (my sister will only have her school holiday).. we have only those days and no others.. those days are also the peak season for people who wants to go overseas.. and by the time we go there to book, i guess there won't be any space for us, 6 people.. what the hell.. it's not that i must go overseas this holiday.. i don't mind staying here in singapore.. i can still get to go out with my friends (those in school and graduated ones) but it's just that i hate people who are fickle minded.. hope i don't have this kind of husband next time.. i wonder how my mother can stand him.. okay anyway, i m here to relieve my anger.. so damn pissed off just now.. but i think i m already fine by now.. haha.. thanks to this blog.. and a testimonial by baboon for encouraging me to study hard and get good grades.. haha.. so long never see her already.. my dog is just the best companion i have.. heehee.. =D