was so tired today.. did chemistry and physics until around 1.30am.. so went to school in a sleepy mood.. today, some melboure high boys came to our school.. haha.. really admired that guy named mark (is it spelt like that)?? he is able to talk in front the whole school without having to prepare a speech.. he just speaks whatever things that come up to his mind.. cool.. the best part was that he could make jokes out of his speech when introducing themselves.. well, they didn't come to our class for lessons although some of the buddy of theirs were from my class.. okay didn't really 'enjoyed' today.. some people want to tell others that they know some secrets and in the end don't want to tell others what the secret was.. kind of childish anyway.. well not interested to know about it now.. i sometimes wonder if i really have true friends around me other than those friends from volleyball.. people from volleyball are so fun to hang out with.. and most of all they will never leave you out from anything.. even its secrets which they kept deep in their heart (basically they do not have secrets) or jokes, they will just share it with you.. that's what i like about them.. however, some are opposite.. so disappointed when they walked away to talk or DISCUSS with their own secrets and didn't even realise my prescene.. to me these friends are just normal friends which are not special at all.. it is a big disappointment to me.. o my rabbit is dead when i reached home.. so sad.. it lie motionlessly on the floor of my balcony.. goodbye rabbit!!

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The disappointed moment..