Monday, January 17, 2005

Sucky day of mine

Today is a totally sucky day.. i realli hate it.. but mayb tis is e day tt i will haf to learn how to b more open minded althought i m already.. Firstly, how i wish i could change my seat.. it totally was so borin.. again Y CANT SHORTIES SIT BEHIND?? fm las time till now i m still wonderin.. haizz.. Secondly, i realli cant communicate nor work well wif e ppl who r REALLI SURROUNDIN MI.. (coz there r oni 3 ppl tt is surroundin mi) Thirdly, i hate tt eng tcher of mine.. lets keep a low profile of who is my eng tcher.. i think her eng is no where beta den us lor.. den still wanna teach us.. although i noe i m in no place to say her la.. but den is realli grrrr... i rather haf mz seow teachin.. Forthly, aft sch durin band, when we were settin up our instruments, someone (not mentionin who is tt particular person) cum to mi n ask mi to help e section to bring e stands out b4 doin my own things... it was lyk cant u c i m doin something.. actually i wanted to set up my instrument 1st b4 helpin others.. i always haf tis mentality tt care for ur ownself b4 doin anything for others.. if u urself cant manage it den in wat way can u help others.. still say we need reflections.. who cares.. if they r well respected i will follow wat they say but if they arent den y do they deserve e respect fm us? no matter wat i will tolerate to tt.. in order to make myself into a beta n brighter person, i gotta do tt.. so i will always look on e bright side of everything instead of always thinkin of e bad things.. no matter wat, wats done is already done so juz dun do it again... :( wat a sad day for mi n bla bla..

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