Sadzzz

Haizz.. How i wish i didnt go to band... It juz made mi feel sad and wanna cry... E matter juz happened.. When Zheng Yi pass down his clarinet to mi, i was so shocked... wondering y he didnt pass it to Freda.. His is e best clarinet.. I realli feel v v bad bou taking it.. But Freda rejected it.. She said she wan her own clarinet so i had no choice... Not long aft, something happened today.. Conductor ask us to list down e instruments we had.. so we did.. but once again i feel so bad bou takin e best clarinet in e section which e section leader didnt even had a chance of havin it... Den when the list is given to e conductor, everything went fine until it came to my name takin e best clarinet.. He was shocked n asked mi y did i take it... I didnt intend to i juz intend to take e E11 but.. Haizz den he questioned mi.. Until now, i feel sad... I realli hoped tt e time could turn bac n i would haf juz got an E11 or even e yamaha one... n NOT tt RC... Haix.. but too bad it is too late now... anyway e conductor asked mi to try n if realli cant, he would change e model for mi... i would rather change coz i realli think tt i shud not take it... I would juz set a target to get tt nice yr.. but 1st, i would haf to prove him tt i realli deserve it... I muz prove to him tt he is wrong.. Learn e tones, e air speed, e scales n every basic.. Lets i hope my dream will cum true.... haizz